Distraught

Dissociative Identiy Disorder- A disorder characterized by the presence of two or more distinct personality states. I haven’t a slight clue who the hell I am anymore? It dawned on me this evening while I was smoking. I looked at my cigarette and just was shocked and ashamed that I involved myself in something I …

“You Need to Decide, What Kind of Person You Are!”

Facing the possibilities that the very nature of your soul might be shattered, is something not to take lightly. I mean really how the hell could someone manage four completely different personalities, and more importantly, which one is the most prominent? I’m sick to my stomach thinking of the very things that could have happened …

“He Had Finally Had Enough…”

I sit at the kitchen room table, burning the tips of my fingers while listening to his song. Trying to summon the god inside me to take on the tragedies that have been placed on my lap. She thought she was so clever, thinking she could hide him from, again? Foolish little cunt. I knew …

Sapphires

I sat on the bench, desperately smoking a cigarette as a young man walked up to me and sat down.                 “Hello Seth, how have you been?” he asked in an anxious tone.                 “Hello Austin, I’ve been doing okay, how about yourself?” I said nonchalantly as I puffed away.                 “What happened to you …

Intense Trauma

Am I even alive? I feel like I'm floating through the air. I can't write because my life was not led through trepidation. I didn't abuse drugs, I never drank like a fish, I never went on the prowl for the delicious flesh of women. My past isn't broken or cracked. I can't write because …

The Navigationals

***Temporary TItle*** Story Idea We rushed through the hallways, pulling my coat closer to me. Suddenly out of nowhere a kid came in to punch me! I grabbed his fist and pushed it back dislocating his shoulder, then I kicked his kneecaps till he crumpled onto the floor. I looked over at my mentor and …

The Fight

"I do everything for you! I couldn't dream of anyone else, all I ask in return is devotion and love. You can't even give me that!" I cried as I grabbed my backpack. "Please Radon, don't it was nothing I swear!" Beth cried in dissatisfaction. "You want to go fucking sleep with your ex, do …

Sometime Around Midnight

The music was melancholy as I pounded back my wine. Who would have known that tonight would be the night to tear me apart. Her hair ran down her shoulders in waves. Her eyes glimmered under the bar lights. I could see a smile stretched across her face. I couldn't take it. I stumbled backwards, …